Hi fuckers. I'm very tired. It's not all bad, I've just been extremely busy with BE, commissions, editing gay furry porn comic dubs (yes), hitting the gym and advertising my shit during the breaks, I've had very little free time. since this year started. obviously this is all self inflicted but you know how it is. No real huge updates this time around.

Bury Everyone, as always is still being updated sporadically. I wasn't going to upload part 1 of chapter 7 when I did but figured there was no time like the present. Part 2 will be much longer but in total won't be as long as 6. It'll be more of a dialogue-heavy chapter. It feels good to have these two meet up again after so long. Here's a better panel of Misery's giant sprout form. I think he looks pretty rad.

I suppose the other major thing in my life would be my MS. After over a year since I lost vision in my left eye (it came back) I think the relapse has finally arrived. I haven't had any real medical emergencies yet, just a lot of brain fog and dizziness. It's a good thing I spend so much time sitting on my ass.

I think the search for stable employment is basically over at this point. I already lack experience and ended both of my last jobs on bad terms with my employers (my first job refused to provide proof of separation and my second was exploiting disability employment services for cheap labor) which isn't a good look when you're 25. Even if I somehow manage to interview well, there's going to be a point where I have to tell them I have an incurable neurological condition that could require me to take weeks or even months off work with no warning. At this point I think it's safe to say I'm unemployable. The good news is I have all the time in the world to do this. The bad news is I'll never truly be independent, which is all I've really wanted these last few years. It's not how I wanted things to end up but here we are.

One thing I've found really disappointing since the diagnosis is the reaction from my family. I won't be naming names (some of them have found this account) but a certain family member(s) has been treating me as more of an item than a human being and using me as leverage to dismiss and guilt others. "Oh you have X? At least you don't have MS." It makes my blood boil knowing I share genes with people so disgusting and self-centered, but I shouldn't be surprised.

My next appointment is on the 30th. I'm not sure what they'll be doing but it should be fun. Hopefully it goes well. I'm still doing tests at this point. I also want to start a second comic this year, I just need to find a way to make drawing pages in general less demanding. I'm aiming to get up to at least chapter 10 of BE before December. If all goes to plan that'll mean I'm roughly 15 - 20% of the way through BE's story (maybe).

Sorry if this post is a mess to read. My head is all over the place tonight.