Don't think any of the reacts have QUITE the emotional range I'm looking for in my reply, so I'll just leave a comment, instead. Ahaha...
I felt - strongly - the way you handled it was for the best.
As someone whose writing, by inclination tends towards, what did I once call it...
Slightly to severely misanthropic, though always - I should hope - with a heart...
You captured powerlessness.
It's not a 'pleasant' feeling, but it's real and it happens.
People truss it up and tell you everyone feels it so it's invalid to dwell on, but it doesn't change that it's there.
Manifesting Epper a single good day, or failing that, a day that's slightly less shit.
Very looking forward to the next bit, too - though I want to echo I loved this because it was painful - and although I dunno about the details on it, best of luck with your programme, hope it gets you some good opportunities, and always remember the final decision on any offered lies with you!
P.S. I love the second page contrasting the last one. Like a time-elapse of melancholy.
SolidV
I think doing it all at once was the for the best.
It's expositional and it was nice you didn't do it in the first few chapters either.
Looking forward to the next one!