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OneGrumpyLumpy
Creator of Bury Everyone (Death Clown). Enjoyer of Deadman Wonderland.

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Therapy + Updates

Posted by OneGrumpyLumpy - March 24th, 2023


Wanted to do a quick news post since I left the last one on a pretty shitty note.

Still struggling with art but there's a few pieces I think are worth posting I guess. I'm still writing the script for part 2 of "Deadman Wonderland is Beautiful" but I'm still not sure when I'll be able to record. If you read my Death Clown blogs then you know I don't like setting dates for myself. It comes out when it's finished, as always.


Thanks to my job I can finally afford my therapist again. It turns out I've been suffering from anxiety/stress induced derealisation. It's hard to describe to someone that's never experienced it, but it almost feels like dreaming.

During an episode, I'll feel trapped but at the same time kind of free? I become easily irritated and act purely on impulse with no regard for consequence. Why would I care when nothing feels real?


I don't think much will change because of it. It's something I've struggled with my whole life except now I know what to call it. Idk. I have to get back to drawing frogs.


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More froags is always good. Glad to have an update.

Glad you found a diagnosis, hope all gets better from here on out!

Not really a diagnosis. It's more just another symptom of my GAD that I wasn't aware of.
I'm doing my best